Spirit of
Forgiveness
John 20:19-23
After
Jesus’ greeting of peace to his disciples, He sends them on mission and
breathed on them the gift of the Holy Spirit.
He empowered them with His Spirit to forgive sins. This tells us how God
forgives sins by the power of His Spirit through those He appointed then and
now: “In imparting to his apostles his own power to forgive sins the Lord also
gives them the authority to reconcile sinners with the Church.” (Catechism
of the Catholic Church # 1444)
Administering
the sacrament of Confession can, at times be routinary experience in
ministry. A priest, given long lines in
the confessional, may not feel how blessed he is to be an instrument of the
Spirit in reconciling sinners to God. But when a minister of reconciliation
realizes how God uses him to make people experience God’s compassion and love,
he gets a renewed appreciation of this sacred gift and task entrusted to
him. Some years ago, I gave a recollection
to a group of parish lay leaders in a parish church located inside a village
subdivision. During the break, I went
outside the church to breathe some fresh air.
Then, a car passed by. Suddenly
it stopped and the driver went out of the car and approached me. He asked, “Are you Fr. Mylo?” A little puzzled I simply said, “Yes.” Then
he continued, “Father, I do not know if you still remember me. Two years ago, I attended one of your
retreats. I went to you for confession. I told you that I hadn’t gone to
confession for 20 years. Well, it’s a
surprise to see you here. We live just
across the street. I just like to thank
you for making me encounter the Lord once again through the beautiful sacrament
of Reconciliation.” I never expected
this affirmation from someone I could hardly remember. I looked at him and smiled, thanking God that
He used me to bring this person back to Him.
Robert Schreiter
shares that: “So much of the ministry of reconciliation is about waiting and
listening: waiting on God, learning to be transformed by the discipline that
waiting entails, and developing a listening heart.” (The Ministry of
Reconciliation: Spirituality and Strategies, p.89, 1998) There have been many times I have waited inside
the confessional for someone to confess.
I have been tempted, in some instances, to leave because I feel that no
one else will come. Just when I am about
go, someone comes in. When I listen intently to his sincere confession, I am
humbled and touched by how a repentant sinner wants to experience the
forgiveness of God, wants be healed and become whole again. He is not the only one transformed when he
received the Spirit of forgiveness. I,
too, experience transformation as God’s Spirit used me to be an instrument of
reconciliation for someone He loves dearly.
The sacrament of
Reconciliation is also an experience of Pentecost. It is receiving the Spirit of forgiveness not
just for the priest but for all those who desire healing, reconciliation and
transformation in their lives.
Comments
A regular experience of the sacrament of reconciliation is an experience of God's love and forgiveness, the peace of mind that I achieved as well as the presence of the Holy Spirit that granted me the wisdom to decide for what is rightful and pleasing to the eyes of God in order for me to achieve holiness and to utilize wisely my time, talent and treasure for the common good.